The Maze

The whole reason I feel I need to find this perhaps is because I am trying to find a way to concur this maze we call life.

I call it a maze because... well no one really knows where they are going and I always seem to end up back in the same place. This frustrates me, so any opportunity that I think could help me stop coming back to the same place would be muchly appreciated.

Dont get me wrong, I love my friends, family and my life. Whiever boring it is, It is a privelidged one and I am grateful for that. But I have always dreamt of something bigger;

• Maybe stardom,
• Or true freedom to do whatever I want.

Something that really makes me want to find something better is school. I know this sounds like the typical complaint of every kid with a guaranteed education. But it's the idea that they make you spend half your life learning how to live your life them only leaving you half your life to acctually live it and persue your dreams. I mean, I don't mind school, I try to get good grades and all but I always wonder what I could be doing with my life if I wasn't sitting in school. However they put sooooo much pressure onto exam results now that you don't really have much choice other than to try and get good grades if you reallly want to get somewhere in life - Which is also frustrating. This is only one of the many reasons that is making me want to escape.

Love,

The Great Explorer

The introduction

       
       I believe that a great perhaps is something like fate. But instead of waiting for it you look for it. And I'm going to start looking on Monday, when I fly to New York City. I don't know what I am looking for but I do know that it is out there. 

      Why I am looking for this Perhaps.

Basically because, right now, life is kind of standing still. Life as a teenage girl is well........ You know the usual; 

• Get up
• Try make yourself look half alive
• Go to school 
• Listen to the same bitch fest
• And sleep
• Oh, and of course do some eating in between.

So yeah, I am hoping that maybe - just maybe - I will find something that could maybe help me get out of this maze, that keeps going in circles.

Love, 

The Great Explorer